PurpleSasha

aja, before ko bising..IM SORRY..hehehe..

guys, sorry for the LONG silence..its because i cant access friendster most of the time so have decided to get a new blog..

http://www.purplesasha.blogspot .com

c u there ayt(still under construction tho..shud b up n running in a week or two..)

sash

im a floater!hrrmm, well it finally struck me that i am indeed a floater!i dunno..its not i DON’T want to set up goals or dreams but do u knw HOW FREAKING HARD it was to get the 1st one?it took me erm, almost 11 years just to get ie accomplish the 1st one!!dang it..i gues i needed a rest before i go into the next dream..

but its also because if i set a new goal i know for a fact it wud have NOTHING to do with practice!it wud b of a different area altogether!

but its also because THERE’S JUST SOO MANY THINGS TO CHOOSE!its like the whole world is open for the taking!heck, i can even b a doctor if i set my mind to it!so, y in the world wud i want to rush into thngs n set my mind to just ONE thing when there’s a gizillion thgs to do?

nevertheless, i’d have to be weary of NOT trying to grasp everythg BUT to actually concentrate to a few thgs im passionate about!!but hey, im working with people id NEVER imagined id b working with!lets hope it wont get to my big-headed ego!things a lil bit clearer now n experiencing more stuff now!!

the q now is am i enjoying the lawyer-ing work or is it more of enjoying the work that comes because there’s a title,"lawyer" there?

but i cant deny the fact that its true that u tend to be a bit too laid back coz there’s NO MOTIVATION whatsoever pushing u to the limits..

well as much as i want to give MUCH thought on this i just have to delay it coz dun thnk i have time to even think bout wad to have for lunch later…

Sasha Lyna

for a long time i was in love

not only in love, i was obsessed

with a friendship that no one else could touch

it didnt work out, im covered in shells

and all i wanted was the simple things

a simple kinda life

ans all i needed was a simple man

so i could be a wife

i’m so ashamed, ive been so mean

i dont know how it got to this point

i always was the one wih all the love

you came along, im hunting u down

like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight

and all i wanted was the simple things

a simple kinda life

if we meet tomorrow for the very first time

would it start all over again?

would i try to make u mine?

i always thought i’d b a mom

sometimes i wish for a mistake

the longer i wait the more selfish that i get

u seem like you’d b a good dad

now all those simple things

are simply too complicated for my life

how’d i get so faithful to my freedom?

a selfish kinda life

when all i ever wanted was the simple things

a simple kinda life!

SET YOUR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT!!how many of u have had these words said to u?i mean, if u hvnt, thnx heavens!! For me this is easier said and done..how do u knw that my priorities are not straight, just bcoz my priorities does not tally with yours doesn’t mean its crooked, kan? Priorities is the same as making choices n decisions, damn it..i hate all three of it!but definitely ALL 3 is not something I can run away from esp now that ive turned freaking 25, damn it!y do I hate so much being 25?its not that I hate it, maybe im scared, meb im just being square, but it DEFINITELY means now when u r told to ACT ur age there is a basis to the bloody statement!! Maybe im just feeling dissed coz I still dun get wad being 25 is all about, maybe im just scared of ADULTHOOD!!responsibility, again PRIORITIES… Maybe i just wanna be me and NOT change for anythg!!maybe being ME is good enough!!maybe just maybe ME is the IN thing now!!maybe just maybe we just gotta stop doing wad people tell and expect us to do. Maybe just maybe its high time u stand up for ME!maybe just maybe, being ME is the way forward!! Sasha Lyna binti Abdul Latif

Finally MALAYSIANS have WOKEN UP from her DEEP slumber!! It’s human nature that we only think of Allah or God (or ourselves) when we r in deep shit! It is the law of the world that people will rise up at the very point when they are most vulnerable and weak! N it’s natural that people who are in power without check & balance often forget the real reason they are in POWER and needs a knock! In the head sometimes to remind them of things!!

For the last 10 years esp. what ive always heard that no matter wad we do, there wont be any change in msia!! i was so empowered wen I was in the Philippines becoz their youths were sooo into n engrossed with the happenings of their nation n country!! N most of the youths that ive spoken to here often have the perception that there is NOTHING we can do to have that effect!! Well im just glad that THIS YEARS GE results have SHUT some mouths n opened the eyes of the non-believers!! (see, even without your votes, you skeptics, we’ve managed to create history!!)

I know a lot of people are saying the non-BN won just because. Well, wadever it is, they dun hold 2/3 majority anymore! But, they still WON! But, at least now there wud be more check n balance than before and there are, hopefully, more transparency as to where OUR money (yes, it matters esp NOW, I’m a freaking tax payer NOW!!) goes!! And all the bloody mega billion-trillion projects are more well debated than just being tabled and informed of like it was then!!

Salute to the selangor gov for wanting to shy away frm the OSA!!it is PUBLIC DOCUMENTS, fool!n the public is sposed to haf access!!

Like most of the (losers!) pardon my French, are saying now, we’ll just see how they fair in this term n whether they can maintain this in the next GE..well, thnx for the support BUT WE GOT 5 STATES, damn it!!n how cum K.L’s minister is not of a non-BN, didn’t BN lost like 13 seats outta 15 in K.L?

Well, the RAKYAT has spoken indeed. And I salute fellow Malaysians to have woken up from the slumber for almost 20 over years!!

NOW IM FINALLY CONTENT!

Sasha Lyna binti Abdul Latif

Often than not, people feel that it is easier to forget than to confront. I, for one, have turned into a person who wud always shy away from confrontations!! There are enough confrontations in this world at present that I really feel that people need to start and look into each others heart and forget their differences and embrace it!

But still its easier to forget than to remember all the good things and then u’ll start to have teary eyes…well, wad do u expect when all you listen to, all the thgs you look at, the places u go to, will eventually remind u of the thgs u don’t want to!!

One lesson ive learnt TODAY after a month n ½ is that I have to start opening my heart..my heart will remained closed until i stop feeling resentful!! I have to start embracing.. last 2 years I was feeling guilty n often asked myself whether I did the right thg!! n I kept myself for the possibility!! n hey presto! The possibility happened…but now as much as I portray myself to be positive, I’m resentful!! I need to close and end this chapter! I need to embrace!!

I HAVE TO NOT CARE!!I NEED TO STOP REMEMBERING + REMISCING!! I NEED TO BREATHE NEW AIR!!MEB I DO STILL HAVE THE SHIELD!!I NEED TO BREAK THIS SHIELD!!

I need to realize as much it was a great journey, the journey has ended n have to start a new adventure!!!

~sigh~

I believe that every human being has a conscience..and more often that not, we tend to act or do things based on our conscience!!my weakness is that I only see the good in people (yes, it has backfired a number of times) but to me there is always two sides to a coin!

I mean if it so hard for us to make a choice, y not make one that will make us feel good. Y not forget all the outer influences and just focus on the significant things that we see..forget of ifs and hows!

Humans have been blessed with the ability to talk, but we MUST never forget that lies and deceit can come from talking as well..look deeper, look within urself and the person you are rooting for and look at their faces!!do u want to vote for someone who is sincere and pure or sumone who’s little devil horns on the two sides of their heads have been leveled by cosmetic surgery..yes, people change!!people wll act a certain way wen they have power n money and everythg..but y go with the masses who are blinded wen u have seen the light?

We go back to basic, no one is perfect!!but every now and then in our life we ask for chances, we asked that we be given a chance to prove ourselves!!thats basically it..uve gvn enuff chances to the dacing, y not give a chance to others?its about

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country n nation, u say?ure taking the same risks with the dacing!!there’s prove that they had used RAKYAT’s money for macam2..where is their proof that the others are wad they are saying?

Kelantan is a debt-free state!!how many states can say that?do we really, absolutely know the workings and ongoings of the kelantanese gov or people?do we really know that they are actually complaining or is it the dacing people only are the complainants?i believe that big houses n big cars are owned by kelantanese than by any other people..i know that in the universities they are strong enough to have their own little community because there are too many of them there?…who’s complaining?

Look at the candidates at hand..if it is too hard, just vote someone who has the sincerest face..sumone u can trust, sumone

ur

conscience tells u is the kind of person who will work for the rakyat!!its that easy…

Caramah’s are ways to polute

ur

mind..go back to

ur

conscience, that’s all im saying!!

i wish che’gu bard all the best and may the almighty Allah be with him and give him strength.

i hope he doesnt stoop as low as his opponent’s level especially in his ceramah. His opponent is the one who needs a reality check as i am appauled to see and/or hear his ceramah as it is filled with such distasteful comments about the opposition. his actions are almost childish and undignified and i hope the Rembau people would be able to see this and not be perturbed by the “extra benefits” BN is offering to every “volunteer” that comes to their bilik gerakan!

if we feel that it is better for us to be ignorant about the falacies che’gu bard’s opponent is spreading and the ‘act’ he is putting on for the REMBAU people, then choose ur candidate based on his heart and sincerity!!i can see that very clearly in che’gu bard!!

Sasha

1^st up, sorry that I havent been posting anythg for quite sometime…havent had access to friendster for a while now..

well wad have I been u to?ive just been elected as treasurer of the K

uala Lumpur

legal aid centre..WOW!!it’ definitely an honour, really but an eye opener to a lot of things as well..(its just been a few weeks and I’d have to be there till feb 09, God give me strength!!) well as for those who knows me very well, sasha, treasurer?haahha…well, even my mom was not to convinced and overly worried as usual..i have to stop being to naïve n start questioning people’s intention!!(cant be a pushover for so long right?…insya Allah!)

more stories on my appointment as treasurer soon!!hahaha..

well, the very most recent agenda is CAMPAIGNING!!!kempen, kempen, kempen!!!marilah berkempen!!

well, I can be open minded if people are still stupid enuff (hahaha!im entitled to my opinion too, kan?we agree to disagree!!) to vote for the dacing but wat I cant stand is people who don’t register to vote when they are entitled to.ok.. dun terase yet, those who did register n SPR missed

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name, ok fine, there’s nothing we can do bout that..

i mean those who purposely dun register..man, c’mon!!!n to make matters worse are those who DO register n dun wna go out n vote..PEOPLE, COME ON!!wake the freaking up!!it is

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fundemantal right as a citizen of this nation to vote!!!(fine, vote for anyone u want, spoil the vote even, BUT JUST DO UR DUTY AS A CITIZEN OF THIS COUNTRY!!

Wad cud b the reason that people dun wna vote?

-         it doesn’t make a difference who I vote, they’ll win anyways..

-         y shud I have to go back to my kampung just to vote, it’s too costly!

-         I dun like any of the candidates

-         I dun believe that SPR is doing a good job in securing my anonymity as a voter

-         I dun believe in politics

Wad I say to this people is WAKE UP!!dun be ignorant coz the masses are ignorant!!wad Malaysians are popular of is that we make a lot of noise but we do not ACT!!i CALL TO EVERY YOUTH to wake up n recognize n be aware of u FUNDAMENTAL RIGHT!!ini adalah HAK anda sebagai seorang insan, manusia yang bermastautin di Negara ini untuk keluar mengundi!!tiada siapa pun yang berhak merampas hak ini dari anda kecuali anda sendiri!!n to these people, please don’t u dare talk of other rights u deserve cz u definitely don’t deserve any of it as u have failed to fulfill your duty as a MALAYSIAN!!

To the people who have been blessed to see the whole truth and nothing but the truth(enlightened ones), we need people to volunteer!!if u feel strongly for a cause, volunteer!!all the bilik gerakan needs YOU!!u can either choose to be with the people who wud pay u to do thgs OR go and contribute with people who do so ever willingly and with all the sincerity in their heart!!both are equally tiresome its just that the latter doesn’t entail or entice u to sell your soul!!(hahahah!!)

Youths of the Nations,

this is the time to be AWARE of things..open your eyes n heart n conscience and be observant!!

Make your choice wisely and think of the future!!we do have a say and we cannot be pushovers and being told every now and then on wad we should do and how to act!!take a stand n be bold!!

Let us enjoy on wad ever that is left until march 8^th!!

sasha

have u been working and/ or studying and am worried that u actually dont have any savings for ur future?

r u planning to start saving for ur wedding or an education fund for ur baby so that he/she is secured once he/she turns 18?

or have u started saving but u feel that ur money isnt growing as much as u hoped for?

msg me n ask me how?

sasha

January

~ mum had her operation

~netball trainings continues

~ KL Bar -vs- S’ngor Bar + Dinner

~ Boy + Mohd’ s birthday

February

~ busy with work

~ anna’s bday

~ val’s day with fyad

~ training netball

~ legal aid (dock brief)

March

~my 24th birthday

~ myra’s bday

~ went to singapore with fyad

~ went to see Phantom of the Opera

April

~ went to Genting for Advanced training

~ went to Singapore for Malaysian-Singapore Bar Games

~ ina’s bday

~ fyad’s bday…(huahuahua)..saje nk soh ko emo…

May

~ PRESHA returns

~ won my 1st hearing!!!

June

~ went to Kelantan for Asni’s wedding

~a special person passed away

~ finished chambering

~ jannah’s wedding

~ dad’s bday

~ went to BALI

~ Mika’s bday

July

~ mum’s bday

~ CALLED TO THE BAR

~ started work as a LEGAL ASSISTANT

~ kuya Chivaz in K.L

August

~b’s bday

~ ate daz came to msia

~ chit-chit kawin

~ put kawin

~ ina divorced

September

~ayu’s bday

~ Ramadhan begins

~ debb kawin

~ walk for justice

~ ACCIDENT

October

~zana’s bday

~ raya

~malaysian law conference n dinner

~ was in fraser’s hill for advanced training as facilitator

November

~ cherating trip

~ my 1st legal aid file

~ muna kawin

~ nas kawin (tp x dpt pi..)

~ kakak’s bday

December

~ razlan kawin

~ saza kawin

~ went to PD for national legal aid conference

~ dayang’s wedding

~ sara engaged

~ new year’s eve at SUBANG